Friends, Falling Stars and Bonfires

As much as my life lacks in so many departments.  One thing it does not lack in is amazing people.  I just feel that should be said.  I always come across some of the best people to my growing circle of friends.  I am starting to become slightly conceited about my friends.  I figure I might as well be, because I am surely not conceited in any other form or fashion in my life.  I am so the opposite of that.  I dont usually take compliments very well, because the first thing i think when handed a compliment is whats wrong with this person saying that or what does someone want.  but Im getting better at accepting what others see in me and saying "thank you" My friends are a huge part in that.  they have been my rocks on shaky ground.  When my self esteem has taken nose dives and crashed and burned into the ocean, they have always been there to pull me back up (sometimes kicking and screaming as the bull in me is stubborn)  Im a little excited.  Its been cold outside at night and tomorrow nite im going to my first bonfire of the season! I didnt have a single bonfire this summer because I live so damn far away.  I love fire! There is something about it that is electric.  I love to smoke herb and lay on the ground in front of the fire and watch the sky.  its one of  my favorite things to do. On top of it all, there is going to be a meteor shower! I am an astronomy nerd...yes its true.  back home I was part of the amateur astronomers club.  we would go out in dark areas with telescopes and view the sky.  The sky is amazing.  i love the stars.  I have them tattooed all over my body.  I am a witch, the star is my talisman.  I am a star child born of Indigo under the sign of Taurus and ruled by Venus.  There was no hope for me ever to be anything other than a sensitive, emotional, nurturing and complete incarnate of love.  The stars remind me of love.  its because I am from them.  My star sign makes me connected to this ground, but I am Indigo and am made up of the universe.   I cant wait to be in complete darkness and watch the show :)